Rendered in Presence.

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , , , on March 8, 2019 by JenJuice

Memories are just a mirror of the thought of a past energy. The intangible essence – it penetrates.

It fleshes my soul like the interior doorways of my mind.

It finds me some place in the night…some place I render all my walls hidden in a room of the unknown and to never really know – in all the worlds.

We all live.

Not just one.

There are pockets.

Even inside our own dreams –

Of our reflection.

Finding the only truth is…. presence.

Lennon and Gin…

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , , , , , , on January 5, 2019 by JenJuice

Sean Lennon asked my name – I respond, “Jen” (in my TX accent). He kept saying, “ it, Jen or Gin?” I respond, “Jennifer” ..he seemed curious and I could tell he was trying to hear me, and really hear me – and my accent. He asked again, “Gin?” I got really present with him and explain the way I may say my name may sound like Gin.. gathering my accent…Texans don’t annunciate the E and I differently. They are the same with Texans – “so, it’s like, Gin and Juice ” – I say. Sean’s response..”That’s hot…” It was a great New Year’s Eve. Happy 2019, Y’all!

But, you are enough…

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , , on December 24, 2018 by JenJuice

It’s tough to witness one commit slow suicide…over years. By way of heartbreak and the overallness of never feeling enough —is an epidemic. Not a symptom.

The underlying component of our programming is so embedded most do not see, are more than enough.






Energetic responses…

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on December 11, 2018 by JenJuice

My biological sister, who was adopted, found me today. And, people question data and forensics. DNA rules do exist in numbers… I feel often like my Dad is how Eminem is with his daughter in his rhymes. Like…Daddy loves you and will do everything to make your life better kind of Dad.
I’m processing this overwhelming information and energy. 
Cuz…Merry Christmas from Dad. From the beyond (And, Near).
My Dad told me of her….and, all I knew was her name was Angel ..and, it is.

How I process in reel time…






Seasons change…

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , , , , on December 11, 2018 by JenJuice

People that show up in your life only when you are in turmoil – thank God for these people…Also, be aware of these people as there is a season for this codependent behavior. Cuz when you get well they will have no need in your life and that will beckon them to want to create waves to support their need to help others. Be aware. Also, be accountable when this season is up and keep your flow in progress. Stay true to your journey.

Live and Die in LA…

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , , , on December 9, 2018 by JenJuice

My experience with LA was much a unified condemnation – everyone seemed like they were more important than the rest…It’s so an ‘I know more than you’…’I have more than you’ don’t matter culture… It has to be one of the loneliest places I’ve been…Even (and, quite often) in groups – a sea of lonely and fearful human beings. I don’t see a ton of purity that derives from LA – but, I it is there. I always say if you can live in Los Angeles for years and remain true to your authenticity – you are a powerful being. We need more of you.

Being in flow…

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , , , , , , , , , , on December 9, 2018 by JenJuice

When I say I am in the flow state – I am in the “zone”.  I may write, dance, have a message for a person, I receive a message from a spirit or a person…I literally am almost “blacked-out” cuz there is an energy force flowing through me and I’m not doing anything. I’m here for whatever purpose the Universe needs me at the time. It’s a very intense space. I can only describe it like the’s never wrong.