History Less(uns)….

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , on May 6, 2011 by JenJuice

Hell-i(uns)History Less(uns)
Us to a systematic demeanor
Of (un)usual suspects
With the castes of
Motion surrendered of some
Mother fucker’s might
What have you got when you got nothin’
But your ass to hold up tight

A string quartet
Of heartache and pain
Swarming beliefs and
Mirrored blame
Take the tune out of the bucket
Of rain
Rendered demise and
A series of who you thought
You were in the time you
Stood in the doctorate
Of your simple name

Most mementos touch
Me like the way the knife
Grazes my neck
And I guess…it’s the
Way things go
With me as the heretic
Just hearing that yonder
Of guttural laughter
Not much like a scream
And my ferris wheel
Of thought and….
faster

Lost in a book of memories
With each page I turn
Resembles a bit like
The way I am and your watch….
..considering.

Buckled up and ready for the
Minute by moment play
I juggle watching
the comments on my back
porch of fear – I lay.
Take another sip
Of this day…. Through synchronized warranties, heartaches
And melodies….
I steer….
Made easy and lovely by the sweet child embrace of the
embassy bought by the U.S. of A and China (dolls).

Truth….

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , on May 4, 2011 by JenJuice

Hold on to the darkest part of me
In the midst of the darkest place fondled
By chivalry and the nothing less
Than you and the way I reach out
Because I know how
You bleed out
and feel you
And the life
We are
The most part of the way
It will never be the same with another
And plagued to this notion
Of the way I see your face
In the mirror
And…
In an every minute and every
Drenched face
The next
Is not happening
And you shoved me away..
How I don’t listen to my friends
When they say you’re no
Good in every way
and everything you do
To take
Me down and
Rule the world
Yet,
I never see
Because
I’ve always seen the truth
In you and
In me.

40(ish) days and One thousand Forty-Nine sweaty nights……

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , on April 29, 2011 by JenJuice

40 days and one thousand forty-nine sweaty nights
locked in the gravity
running through the simple insanity
the masquerade
of the numbers finding the pretty book of
implosive thunder and lightning
looking up to the girls that have nothing going on below the hips
and sucking it all up
and spitting out the relatives
nonsense comes in backward forms –
of shallow existences and
smoke and mirrors
swimming in a forum of
truth and relativity
mixed with showing pervasive shared identities –
when sometimes you just need to know
where the illusions are
and disillusionments cease to begin…

Trail of tears….

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , , on April 27, 2011 by JenJuice

To stay or rise or fall and face the fall
Faded energy
Along the trail
In the moment it has to be
All the way in the carnival
Of symbolizing bewilderment
And festive movements
In the trace of a thought
And you as my rock
Each and every rock that
I hold to when I walk
The love
the moment –
The place I stay.
The place I go.
The place I walk.

Grasping air….

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags on April 23, 2011 by JenJuice

Torn apart with the warranties that worn through
The soul that could not and would not do
Not the time of night – it hasn’t
Gotten much more than this rite
Of passages
You don’t belong to –
I can’t do any more but let you be
Who you are
Wherever that path leads
And doesn’t become –
I can’t breathe….

To a she….

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , on April 11, 2011 by JenJuice

I like to hear through a clear-plated window
Vacant lots of a sober view(s)
Masked men and the benefit(s)
Of reading the new(est) and latest
King of fingered ways
Thoroughly noting signed symptoms
Shackled lip locks and the height
Of the debris
accelerating the alter-ego from a he
to a magnificent she…

Refreshing….

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , on April 10, 2011 by JenJuice

Trees fall through the moments
I find myself trailing in a moment
Of a place I heard
And understood
Transcendental cloud droplets
Mirroring that newness
Of where I saw
Something good…

Fashion(ed) flaw….

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , on April 8, 2011 by JenJuice

The smell of the piss saturates
the inner voice I hear
when I sound out like the thought
of those anti-his-ta-means.
In an old-fashioned lullaby
Of his dirty thoughts
And selfish needs
Who knows – maybe
That one day may own
Him like the day he spit
In my proverbial face…
And that’s what I call….
Fashion.

Space between me….

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , on April 5, 2011 by JenJuice

The space between spaces
Where I find my self laying
Looking down in between my breast
Cushioning the blow of nevertheless –
Retort of the blow
Followed by the smug reactions
I only see when I’m faced down from a fall
Caught myself lower than expected
But nevertheless still part of the body
I was placed in
Some may say that’s irrelevant to the cause
I still say, I’m bequesting that moment…

Imminen(t)…

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , on April 4, 2011 by JenJuice

The undisputed claim
Pole dancing and the last
Thing when I say my name
Founded in a life line
Of crochet(ed)
And nickel(ed) dimes
All the same
Fuck this time
And my mind
All the time(s)
Run together
Like you and I
Bottomed out
And worn the fuck…..