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A Star Born(ed)…

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , , , , on October 17, 2018 by JenJuice

It has always been our story…Michael was a musician…we were this beauty. I saw the film, “A Star is Born” and I knew the story was us.
I left the theater with mascara-stained cheeks from the guttural sobbing tolls during the showing. What’s a love story without the tragedy? The old story would say…but, I am ready to change that story-line.

Michael, here in my arms…was killed in a hit and run in LA in 2013.

It’s been a very very challenging journey…in short.

And, I’m here for purpose…He reminds me every day…Energy does not die. It simply transform forms. And, that’s been my struggle. We didn’t break-up, he was essentially murdered. And, I have woven through so many emotional journeys and how to forgive on so many levels and how to move fucking forward is only through love. And, love doesn’t die – energy doesn’t die.

I’m still human though….and that’s, where I am. The Star is Born where Love resides. In me.

Michael was always a star on Earth and sure enough in the cosmos. Love the way you shine, babe. Right through me.

Soul love is true love.

Simply love.

Micheal and Jen

Recall, she said…

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , , , , , , , on October 16, 2018 by JenJuice

they use a lot more words now it seems..at least more cognizant…like the word, narrative. (in flavored teas)

I don’t recall using narrative in the 90s…nor from others…the words are words..and…you, see…

..must we want to expect from a dim light of reference? The light is the only way to walk, and not…last.
she said, it’s right.
and, I believe go forward.
In the everlance.
she brings birth
to the biggest life…and
her…
legs..they move toward the gathering of the all
she had of me.
The belief is always upward and onward…and if you stay in the same place…I gotta leave you…but that doesn’t mean I don’t love you(s).
Much love,
All of me.

Findings.

Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags , , , , , , , , , on January 1, 2018 by JenJuice

You can’t feel an ocean until you stand in one.Koh Samui