When I feel, I feel nothing…and so much more
The moment and the place that I’m falling into
The pain that gives me
The moment of nothings
Pass me into the activity-less
Of my loss
And the views
Of how I got out in the first place…..
Archive for Deeper
Panged…..
Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags Deeper, Hurt, Poetry on February 24, 2011 by JenJuiceSkin-tight…..
Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags Deeper, Poetry, Rawness on December 9, 2010 by JenJuicemarble(alities) like the way the ground teaches
me to see that way I can’t really get used to
and then there is that little angelfish
that looks a lot like the way I wanted it to be
from the silhouette of the words I mimic
when no one is looking
I find my way through my crooked smile
it’s a different perspective than I’ve ever known
even when I was thirty-four
situations of the changing
and heart warming illusions
only built into
the only thing
I’ve ever reached for
and seen
to be the truest form
of remembrance –
something like this
and like you and
the little place right in the middle
of your front door – found
it all and more –
even while I was wearing my skin-tight red dress….
Migrated merry….
Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags Deeper, Junxtaposing, Poetry, Swallow Me... on August 19, 2010 by JenJuiceI migrate through the tippi-toed notion
Of the plentiful and the best
Relegation and beligeratted hand stands
Plentiful with embraced hair clips
Bountiful routed with noises
From the past
Singled and lured into
The outcalls of
Rembrandts hands
Tickling my belly
Of thought
Checkered floors
And merry-go-rounds
That was never
That merry –
Even when I smile…
Beauty course(s)…..
Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags Deeper, Liquid moments, Open up, Poetry on August 9, 2010 by JenJuiceIf it is not restricted to the restraint
obliterated by the facts and the complaints
Creators enamored
To the voices
Of the central
Course(s)
You see..the sweet
Pattern of success
And the willowbees
through the meaning
Of the distress
All has one –
You know
It has to be….
A recession of embracement…
Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags Deeper, Poetry, Rawness, Thoughts and Some on March 10, 2010 by JenJuiceRunning from your lesson
Sheltering your recession
To the shared moments
And your embracement
I shared too much with how
I’m suppose to feel
And you have my number
and the glass plated deal-
When I get too clean with results
And the bottom always falls out
When the unspokeness filters through
The one by ones
and the little caresses
of the anarchy of words
and my lack of embraces
sees my one tune and my
one silky laced reaction
the word that mirrors my aloneness
and the weekend bliss
of alteredness and the
letters I never even meant to send (or see)….
Obliterated Interest…
Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags Deeper, Poetry, Thoughts and Some on March 10, 2010 by JenJuiceIf I had a space in time for the way
The thinkers and rhyme
To obliterate the moments
I can’t tolerate the every single
Dotted line And my memories challenge
The way I see and how I don’t
And the ways I have to tolerate
Even though I haven’t
A single-celled interest In it all…
Seeing you…
Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags Deeper, Lovers, Poetry on January 28, 2010 by JenJuiceYou came to me like the night
Reflects you – your eyes
Like lullabies that sing
The way
I see you
The inside blowing through
Me like
You do
Moving like
Honey on my
Shoulder-
you shower sweet
songs to me
Sweetened my caress to your
Face
near me
Silhouettes of your breath
speak
To the
whispers
In me
as you come through
Your beauty
moves me
Like the way
You
See
Me
See
You….
Single doorways…
Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags Deeper, Poetry, Single Moments on November 12, 2009 by JenJuicethe speaking doorway is the only one remembered
intertwined with the heretic and the broken ledges I fall from time to time
how guitar sounds like the unfaithful moments of all the damages done
reiterating the way time changes in the distance and I just listen
to it all
as if it stood still….
Sifting through….
Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags Confined, Deeper, Poetry, Temporary Lapses on September 25, 2009 by JenJuice
Filled with the moment of annoyances
And all around single-celled bodies
That I just want to scream through
Like a little daunting bark
That never seems to bite
In a tolerable pattern of shit
And a dollar for everyone
That cares…
Rambling in my ear
The voices of one, two or
More of nothingness that
Some thrive on
And what embodies
Importance makes me cringe
When I look out…
Open…
Posted in Jencerpts.. with tags Deeper, Poetry, Rawness on April 4, 2009 by JenJuice 
It’s going to take me time to sit down and admit what I didn’t want
searching the myriads of moments that have created the only one that
is immaculate to the nature of the way
things are and will always be
I don’t want to exist in fear of what is
living in me directing to the only way that can commit me to believing
in something that is
fondling the only thing sensing my tones of thought
caressing my dignity to find
the sought moisture of sentiments
shining in the window
believing is seeing
in me…
Jen Juice 